In the middle of the 9th week and things a rolling pretty good. New menu makes things go faster. I love that. I love when my nutritionist sends me my new menus and recipes and all that good stuff. It makes the next 2 weeks go by faster.
Being in the middle of 9 weeks, I feel like a lot has happened. With so many people around me, I would say that I still struggle with junk food. I smell pizza and it overwhelms me. I smell potato chips and I am in heaven. 2 days of last week, my husband made some guacamole dip for a party we were going to. When we arrived to my daughter's apartment, i grabbed some lime chips and took a few dips in the guacamole. I'm not gonna lie....it was DELICIOUS! Even more, those lime chips.....wow! Why would someone invent those horribly delicious chips!!! LOL. Anyways, I took a few tortilla chips and dipped into the guacamole dip again. I was done. After that....it was over. I ate my meal I had brought and enjoyed it with some home-made salsa someone had brought.
2 days later, we were back at my daughter's apartment eating left overs from the party (I was eating my food), but there was a little guacamole left from the party. I didn't have the guacamole, but I did grab me like 8 more lime chips. Ate them and then I was done. After that I ate my food.
So why do I write about the lime chips? Because I love them! Ha Ha! But you really want to know why I'm writing about the lime chips? I STOPPED EATING THEM! Back in the day I would of eaten half the bag or probably the whole bag in ONE SITTING. I would of devoured the guacamole dip and paid the price later on the toilet! I kept thinking about those chips I ate as we were driving home. You really want to know how I felt after? NOT GUILTY! But I actually felt proud because I STOPPED!
This is what I realized: LIME CHIPS taste good, i will always love them, i will always want to eat them, they have a lot of salt, they taste good, i want them, don't bring them to my house, I CAN STOP MYSELF FROM EATING THEM!
So yea, just in case some of you are wondering if I am going over board on this nutrition thing....well yea I am. Why? Because it is MY LIFE STYLE......
I've been asked many times...so will you ever get to eat pizza, potato chips, cheese, etc? I answer...I CAN EAT IT NOW IF I WANT....and BELIEVE ME I WANT TOO.....but it's not WORTH IT....
I'm sure there will come a time where I will eat pizza again, eat a sandwich with chips, etc., but when that time comes....I'll make sure to write my blog while I'm sitting on the toilet NOT ENJOYING what I ate :)

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